i dont get it. why are people so judgemental sometimes.

fret not my friend,
for we wil die in the end...

death anni.

no regrets. no regrets.
i've prepared myself for this day.

38.2 degrees celsius
im not gonna go to school tomorrow:)

happy birthday to you.(tmr)
i mean it.

lo. the exco interview was seriously freaking hilarious. willie's the best. HAHA!
nyeah..
i should rest.

i just came online to learn the song so i can play it for you..
but even my fingers hurt.

i was so bored during phy that i started typing lyrics into my gc. what a good use of my time.

and i'm sorry, i can never tell you some things...
it's not like i dont want to.
it's cause i dont want you to treat me any different.

i feel weirded out.

lo, and my hair is returning back to it's original colour:)

and i had a good chat with the bookshop aunty.. skipped econs lec. with soff and we started talking to the her. lol. learnt a lot of things from her, and she's really nice... but it's freaking difficult to get something free from her. lo, and HAHA! the malay foodstall uncle is freaking hilarious as well.. couldnt stop laughing. nyeh!

tell me,
its not too late.
it's never too late.

i'm back from selangor.
seriously, the best time of my life. HAHA! love you guys.

you dont deserve to know anything. no explanation needed.

she's given me a reason to hate you.
and goddamnit, it's fucking valid.

what do you expect me to do.
dont look at me like you dont know how i feel about everything.
you blame yourself.
but i dont see you making an effort to change so that you wont repeat the same stupid mistakes.
maybe i dont know you enough to make this judgment.
maybe i never did. but at least i made an effort.
so i'll just back off.


i'm falling of the edge already.. i've given up.

reconciled.

i cant remember anymore.
and i am sober, again.

-We're one mistake from being together
But let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight-

Lo, im the president of the emo club.
I'm accepting anybody who has what it takes to be emo.
oh, and DSAs as well...
well basically, in the cca, we do hairstyling and make up.
eg



we will have many other workshops as well.
like on body art and on the emo etiquette as well,which includes anything from posture, to speech, mannerisms and facial expressions!we listen to sad emo songs during lectures and during class sometimes. we do research on sad songs to send each other too!.

we encourage tears.

emo clubbers have a lot of teamwork cause we bring each other down.
we have our meetings regularly during gp periods, physics SPA and during PE at either the treehouse or the tables outside the library.. sometimes even at the concourse and canteen as well..

well there's only one rule:
we cannot laugh unless it is at the plight of another.

for new members joining the club, there will be a free gift bag... --> eyeliner, hair extensions, razor, cd of sad songs and of course the emo club badge! ... i shouldnt be sounding so happy...

so i'll spam the (..........)

exco nominations will be in a few weeks and we also need a tagline for our cca.
so.. please joing emo club..or else i'll be sad.......

Tell me i have no self control.
fuck that.
I really cant give a shit anymore.



I'll just save my breath. cause what's the use.
I really hate a wasted effort.


i cant see the pain in you
i cant see the love in you


the devils.
they burn inside of us.



-------- PROBLEM SOLVED------------

thanks. i just needed that:)
amazing how much a hold you have on me.



... but why am i not surprised.
that's just the way you are.


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My horoscope today.

It takes patience to achieve balance in your life, sometimes, so if you are feeling a little bit out of whack today, breathe through it. Things are going just fine. Sure, certain details aren't making you smile, but if you step back and look at your life as a whole, things are pretty awesome. Late in the day, you will get some very interesting news that will distract you from whatever unpleasantness have been on your mind. A celebration might be in order.

lol. cheater bugg:)

today was great!!
too tired to talk about it though..



the official vid is much cooler.
:)

sha!



this song makes me happeee:)
you're my secret valentine. it's a secret and you dont know about it either.:)

i wrote a pros and cons list today during chem lecture.
After 1 3/4 periods, i was still on my pros list..48 totally different non overlapping points.
Then somehow, soff managed to convince me to go on to the cons list. I only had 2 points. And no, it wasnt the fact that i had only 1/4 of a period to write it down but because i really couldnt think of anything to write at all. I was actually subconsciously thinking of the cons while doing the pros but somehow i managed to turn everything bad into a good thing.

then i tore it and crushed it up.. but i havent managed to throw it away just yet..
i thought it was therapeutic in a sadistic, masochistic way.
fancy that.

yay! i'm stopping soon and imma be proud of myself.

:)

i am sorry on behalf of my friends today.

why do all my passwords begin with the letter 'i' all the time?

At macs.




OH OH OH !! How many people make up Thor????

cheh!

surprisingly i really did enjoy orientation.
the most fantastic distraction anyone could ever ask for.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
i love allooorrix!:)

purplemuscleman sia!!!

There have been many random outbursts in my brain. as such.



I bet you, some loser will yell out YO VJC!! in the middle of math lecture tomorrow.
The probability of that loser being me is 1.





Nyeh. valentines is like a cumulonimbus cloud looming over me .
Be sure to know that if you get something from me, you are special.. aww... but if you don't, then im broke or i may have forgotten about you..

Haha! Guess who wont get anything this year!!! Just guess la..

sofiaeviltyebally =)
i'm happy. but im keeping my distance.

Chrystal's birthday; 4th feb:)
lol. yay! my masterplan worked!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAH!










At darling's big big big big house during cny:)
hahah damn fun. oooh i gambled! scandalous:)